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Take a bow - Zayn
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His eyes, his beautiful brown eyes that could stare into mine for years. His lips, so loving and soft when they’re pressed against mine. His quotes, so deep that only he understands. Everything is gone now. I should have seen this come. He was just too perfect for me.
“Where have you been, Zayn?” I asked him, 2:36am on saturday night. My hands were shaking, my voice cracking.
“I-I’ve been at Liam’s.” he stuttes, trying not to look at me, “Yeah, we’ve had a men’s night.” Lie, I know they both aren’t into that. I knew where he’d been. I’d just wanted to see if he’d tell me.
“So.. I could just ask him and he’d confirm me that you’ve been with him?” I know I was provoking, but that didn’t keep me from arguing.
“Well.. Uhm, you know, (y/n)..” he trailed off, looking at his feet nervously. He couldn’t make it more obvious.
“I know you’ve been at hers.” I finally said, his face went pale immediately.
He sighed, “(y/n)..”
“How long?” I cut him off, I didn’t want to hear his meaningless apologies.
It took him a while to answer a simple question, but what he then said almost make me pass out.
“About two months.”
I took a deep breath. He put his hands behind his head and walked a few steps through the room. “But why? What have I done wrong?”
“Nothing, absolutely nothing, really.” he came closer to me but I walked back. “I don’t know why.. It just happened.”
“It just happened? Are you kidding me? You’ve been cheating on me for two months and all you say is it just happened?!” I shouted, at least I tried to. My voice cracked in the end.
“(y/n), please, I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry.” he said and got closer again but I shoved him away.
“Yes of coure, now you’re sorry.” I replied sarcastically. I would love to know he really is sorry, but I can’t believe him. Two months being unfaithful are two months too much.
“Really, I am sorry. I love you and you know that.”
I laughed at his silliness, “I used to know that, Zayn. But not anymore. I’m so done with you.”
“Please, give me one more chance, I promise I’ll love you better.” he begs, but I won’t give in. Not even his puppy face and endless apologies will make me take him back.
“You’ve had your chance, Zayn.” I replied unexpectedly silent. He isn’t worth your tears I told myself over and over again, my eyes slightly wet.
I slowly walked towards him and looked one last time into his beautiful brown eyes. Then I came closer to him and planted a soft kiss on his cheek. “Goodbye.” I whispered, loud enough for him to hear, before walking past him, sighing to myself.
Now he’s gone.
“Where have you been, Zayn?” I asked him, 2:36am on saturday night. My hands were shaking, my voice cracking.
“I-I’ve been at Liam’s.” he stuttes, trying not to look at me, “Yeah, we’ve had a men’s night.” Lie, I know they both aren’t into that. I knew where he’d been. I’d just wanted to see if he’d tell me.
“So.. I could just ask him and he’d confirm me that you’ve been with him?” I know I was provoking, but that didn’t keep me from arguing.
“Well.. Uhm, you know, (y/n)..” he trailed off, looking at his feet nervously. He couldn’t make it more obvious.
“I know you’ve been at hers.” I finally said, his face went pale immediately.
He sighed, “(y/n)..”
“How long?” I cut him off, I didn’t want to hear his meaningless apologies.
It took him a while to answer a simple question, but what he then said almost make me pass out.
“About two months.”
I took a deep breath. He put his hands behind his head and walked a few steps through the room. “But why? What have I done wrong?”
“Nothing, absolutely nothing, really.” he came closer to me but I walked back. “I don’t know why.. It just happened.”
“It just happened? Are you kidding me? You’ve been cheating on me for two months and all you say is it just happened?!” I shouted, at least I tried to. My voice cracked in the end.
“(y/n), please, I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry.” he said and got closer again but I shoved him away.
“Yes of coure, now you’re sorry.” I replied sarcastically. I would love to know he really is sorry, but I can’t believe him. Two months being unfaithful are two months too much.
“Really, I am sorry. I love you and you know that.”
I laughed at his silliness, “I used to know that, Zayn. But not anymore. I’m so done with you.”
“Please, give me one more chance, I promise I’ll love you better.” he begs, but I won’t give in. Not even his puppy face and endless apologies will make me take him back.
“You’ve had your chance, Zayn.” I replied unexpectedly silent. He isn’t worth your tears I told myself over and over again, my eyes slightly wet.
I slowly walked towards him and looked one last time into his beautiful brown eyes. Then I came closer to him and planted a soft kiss on his cheek. “Goodbye.” I whispered, loud enough for him to hear, before walking past him, sighing to myself.
Now he’s gone.
